Apr 29, 2010

♡ ♡ ♡ the Baby set i'm MADLY in love with ♡ ♡ ♡

oh dear oh dear oh dear im in LOVE with this GRACO Rittenhouse line
it's just soooo classic..but *gulp* the crib itself costs like IDR. 2.500.000, the stroller is around IDR 2.000.000..but lovely eh?

you're all outta my league for the meantime

 An asshole said a couple of things that really hurt, things that i can never imagine anyone ever say.But the point is when someone says something to u that hurts like hell, it gets u goin'
why does it hurt?
was i offended?
or was it just a wake up call?
MAYBE in my case its a wake up call..but i was never asleep. just sortta livin' in my own fantasy world in which i wanted everything to look bright n lovely
when its not
it's a RUT 
maybe i'll take these 7 months to njoy my RUT. to think about the harsh words said. Maybe it's a time to wake up! ive been waking up to smell the coffee forever n now that there aint no mo coffee
this is how it feels. Raw 
i dont know how long im gonna shut myself out. Maybe it'll last a month, or 2 or maybe 7.
but for the meantime..i am.
No fucking social medias/ no fucking blackberry
its not broken. it works fine!
i have right next to me..but like i said im taking a looooong break. My blog isn't a fuckin social media! 
this is my  notebook..these r my notes n my reminders to reality
It sucks i know..what i do usually makes no sense to others..it doesnt even make sense to me.
But when someone hurts u this deep, n says stuff that harsh
u change and u shut urself out
Startle a snail or a turtle n it will just make them hide in their shells longer

Apr 28, 2010

oh dear! the half "high" face again x(

shopping and tweeting me love

Things to cook this weekend!

  • http://www.woneninegypte.net/cairorecepten/wp-content/uploads/2009/07/falafel.jpg 
  • 1 cup dried chickpeas
  • 1/2 large onion, roughly chopped (about 1 cup)
  • 2 tablespoons finely chopped fresh parsley
  • 2 tablespoons finely chopped fresh cilantro
  • 1 teaspoon salt
  • 1/2-1 teaspoon dried hot red pepper
  • 4 cloves of garlic
  • 1 teaspoon cumin
  • 1 teaspoon baking powder
  • 4-6 tablespoons flour
  • Soybean or vegetable oil for frying
  • Chopped tomato for garnish
  • Diced onion for garnish
  • Diced green bell pepper for garnish
  • Tahina sauce
  • Pita bread
1. Put the chickpeas in a large bowl and add enough cold water to cover them by at least 2 inches. Let soak overnight, then drain. Or use canned chickpeas, drained.
2. Place the drained, uncooked chickpeas and the onions in the bowl of a food processor fitted with a steel blade. Add the parsley, cilantro, salt, hot pepper, garlic, and cumin. Process until blended but not pureed.
3. Sprinkle in the baking powder and 4 tablespoons of the flour, and pulse. You want to add enough bulgur or flour so that the dough forms a small ball and no longer sticks to your hands. Turn into a bowl and refrigerate, covered, for several hours.
4. Form the chickpea mixture into balls about the size of walnuts, or use a falafel scoop, available in Middle-Eastern markets.
5. Heat 3 inches of oil to 375 degrees in a deep pot or wok and fry 1 ball to test. If it falls apart, add a little flour. Then fry about 6 balls at once for a few minutes on each side, or until golden brown. Drain on paper towels. Stuff half a pita with falafel balls, chopped tomatoes, onion, green pepper, and pickled turnips. Drizzle with tahina thinned with water.
NOTE: Egyptians omit the cilantro and substitute fava beans for the chickpeas.
Joan Nathan shares her tips with Epicurious:
• Tahina (also called tahini) is an oily paste made from ground sesame seeds. It is available in Middle Eastern markets and at www.ethnicgrocer.com.
• To garnish your falafel in true Israeli style, try adding one or several of the following condiments: harissa hot sauce, pickled turnip (both also available at www.ethnicgrocer.com), mango amba (pickle), or sauerkraut.

Apr 27, 2010

ok, so who wants to "help" Invest?!! let's open a dream school

Three Elepants Kindergarten, Caesarea, Israel
‘bubbletecture M’ - Maihara Kindergarten, Shiga, Japan
Kindergarten, Sighartstein, Austria
Kindergarten, Tromso, Norway
Kindergarten Barbapapà, Comune de Vignola, MO, Italy
Kindergarten, Murcia, Spain
Kindergarten, Trondheim, Norway
Kindergarten, Buchen, Germany
Daycare Center, Copenhagen, Denmark
Jarun Kindergarten and Nursery, Zagreb, Croatia

source: Juniorsociety.com

Apr 25, 2010

i had (again) one of the worst weekends ever!


Soo cute!

Brunch at Nanny's Pavillion Bandung 250410

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Apr 24, 2010

Notice how everything on the RIGHT is sooo Me x(


Apr 21, 2010

U have to read this!

i came across this 17 year old @fauxromatics on her tumblr.

and here was her blog entry last week

Why I don’t want children.

  • They scream/ bitch (depending on their age).
  • They cry.
  • They poop.
  • I don’t want to give birth.
  • I’m scared of C-Sections.
  • They annoy me.
  • They freak me out.
  • They’re not even that cute.
  • I don’t want to turn into my mother.
  • I don’t want to give up my social life.
  • I don’t want to give up my career.
  • I want to be able to actually have money.
This may seem selfish, but I think having kids is a little selfish, too.
I mean, really. You’re just creating a version of yourself.
We don’t need any more humans anyway.

Fucked up 17 year old eh??? my friends who r young moms (that do drugs n smoke pot n get high on mmdma) would beat her up anytime for saying this..wish i was on tumblr so i could screw this girl up..17 year olds..what the fuck do they know about life...she her self is still a KID!! pitty her shalowness. When i was 17 i smoked pot did weed did mmdma skipped school but NEVER said anything this shallow..
self claimed "cool" teens>>>are insults to all teens

Tattoo's id like to get

we're all mad here by yeah it's fine.


Apr 20, 2010

Ultimate Favorite Soundtrack EVER!!! The Beach

1st fav Sugar Ray-Spinning Away

2nd Fav All Saints-Pure Shores
3rd Fav Orbital-Beached
Trust me
It's Paradise
This is where the hungry come to feed
For mine is a generation that circles the globe
in search of something we haven't tried before
so never refuse an invitation
never resist the unfamiliar
never fail to be polite
and never outstay your welcome

just keep your mind open and
suck in the experience
and if it hurts
you know what... it's probably worth it

you hope, and you dream
but you never believe that
something is going to happen for you
not like it does in the movies
and when it actually does
you expect it to feel different
more visirale
more real
i was waiting for it to hit me

i still believe in paradise
but now at least i know it's not some place you can look for
cause it's not where you go
it's how you feel for a moment in your life
and if you find that moment it lasts forever

it lasts forever
lasts forever

Apr 17, 2010

Sunbathing *muah*

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Swimming on 170410

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Apr 16, 2010

Abang Ezra baking for Mum ;)

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Apr 10, 2010

Muah Hachiko

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Apr 7, 2010

It always rains the hardest on the people who deserve the sun /via @thelovestories

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Apr 5, 2010

Morning Hachiko!

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//via Jennifer Tang's Flickr Photostream

painkillers. by Jennifer Tang!.

So true


Ideas for my Fugly hair


Apr 4, 2010

DIY damask headboard

This is how they ended up lookin'

it was soo easy to make, i used kid folding tables 5 of them-Hammer-tiny nails -and pretty expensive damask fabric

like i said..when ur creative things that cost millions u can make with your own hands ;)

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Apr 3, 2010

Maternity things i need to get


Hey Tiny one, Mommy cant see u yet ;)

Apr 2, 2010

Yipppppeeeyyy ;)

Baby Narisya Sandra Saputra, I hope it's u in there

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Fucked Up (part II)

Daratanya terbungkus
Bingkisan emas
Hidupnya dimanipulasi
Kesaksian terbiri
Ikan ikan terluka dalam kolamnya
Air yg merkea selami RACUN
Perlahan lahan mati seperti pemiliknya
Luka darah menetes dari setiap
Kebingungan nestapa
Hari hari detik detik
Dalam sunyi
Penuh rintihan
Teman teman
Dan dunianya hilang terkubur
Tentang lingkaran
Dan perjalanan menuju sirna
Tentang kematian
Perlahan lahan
Mati seperti
Wine dalam botol
Semakin lama
Semakin wangi
Semakin dikagumi
Disarangnya burung burung
Mati tanpa suara
Di kolam ikan ikan mati
Kelinci terbaring sakit
Dikepalanya tak ada apa apa
Jiwanya rapuh
Berperan semuanya baik baik saja
Jiwanya lelah
Baik baik saja
Berpura pura
Sudah menjadi peran utamanya
Senyum melekat
Menahan seribu air mata
Air mata seorang perempuan
Yang ditindas
Yang dihampas
Dari hidupnya
Dari teman temanya
Dari keluarganya
Dari kebebasan
Air mata seorang ibu
Yang letih menjaga
Yang lelah mengayomi
Tanpa balasan apa pun
Tentang air mata
Yang hanya ingin memiliki
Kenyamanan dalam hidup
Hidupnya sempurna-tampak luarnya
Sebaik baiknya bangkai ditutupi
Pasti satu saat tercium juga
Kutulis tentang derita dirinya
Yang kau siksa

Kutulis tentang dirinya

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Fucked up

Kutulis tentang dirinya
Dalamnya ketumukan jiwaku
Demi tragedi
Demi peristiwa
Tidak ada habisnya
Dosa apa yg pernah ia buat hingga hukumanya begitu panjang
Begitu larut
Kutulis tentang angan angan
Tentang impian impian sirna
Tentang bayang bayang yang khayal
Tentang imajinasi
Yang tak pernah tak mungkin
Kutulis tentang penjarayang menghisap
Umur narapidana
Tentang umur yang dilipat dalam
Kertas dan pena
(Dan laptop dan BB)
Tentang pintu pintu
Yang tertutup rapat
Tentang keinginan
Yang terbakar
Tentang dirinya yang terkubur
Tanpa nama
She's fucked up!!
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Apr 1, 2010

Life's Golden Ticket isnt with Mr Wonka I guess

Ya this book seems good, its got great reviews too..
maybe i should read it
it MIGHT inspire me to do something about this
life im livin' in
cheers...its PMS dont listen to a word i say